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diet pills
Nov. 24th, 2007 | 11:23 pm
Is it really bad to take two different kinds of diet pills at one time?
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RAR!
Aug. 29th, 2006 | 09:52 pm
OMG i cannot stand to live with my mother any longer! She is such a control freak and paranoid! She doesnt let me do anything. Like tonight i fell asleep at like 6 and woke up at 9 and wanted to go on the computer and the keyboard was gone so im like mom can i go on the internet shes like no you were on too late the other night blah blah blah! I only get 2 hours a day thats such bullshit. Shes like you need to clean your room and do the dishes... so i do that and by that time its 9 30 and shes like you can be on till 10. I cant stand living with her! I can never just sit down or anything when shes home shell be like do this do that.... and she asks 5 million questions! Like one time was writing with a sharpie and i put the paper in my purse and left the sharpie on the table and she wakes me up and asks me if i was sniffing the fuckin sharpie. then i tell her i was writing with it and shes like wheres the paper im like in my room and she goes and looks adn shes like i couldnt find a paper with that color green are you sure blah blah blah. Then later that day shes like can i ask you a question and will you be honest with me im like yeah, shes liek what were you doing with that sharpie. OMG I cant stand it!
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Aug. 28th, 2006 | 02:03 am
mood: 
tired
Meh.... So i have been doing shitty, but i dont feel like dwelling on that and feeling like shit soo.... I started a fast at 11:30, I'm going for 14 days! I will not, can not fail. School starts sept 5 and i refuse to go looking the way i do. So by then atleast i will be like 10 or so pounds thinner. Then on Sept 16 im going to florida and need to be 130 or less by then. Im not even really sure what i weigh right now. Im scared tho:S.
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Jun. 14th, 2005 | 02:08 pm
mood: 
anxious
music: simple plan
Well my fast lasted for 96 hours! Didnt quit make it to 100 but thats ok.Then i went and ate 2 bowls of cereal and tuna and a granola bar:P So prolly around 500 cals! But tomorrow i think im goin to go on another fast because i just found out today that im goin to Pine Ridge indian reservation in north dakota on Saturday with church! Im gunna be in a swim suit some of the time.BLAH! My brother is chaperoning and he said that we dont get to shower that often! eew! My best friend is goin too, I dont wanna eat very much but im afraid that she will notice got any tips? AH shit! My sister just came up behind me and started reading this and shes like what do you mean a fast and shes like im telling mom...ect!eek!
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Jun. 14th, 2005 | 09:58 am
mood: 
content
music: Going Crazy - Natalie
urg, today i weighed myself, 134-135. I am supposed to go to my dads today but mary has to speak at a meeting out of town so im not goin over there. Im kinda mad just cuz i wanted to use his scale and see how much different our scales are. I left my gel over there and me and mom are goin to medford to go shopping and getting me a job application! So maybe she would bring me over there to get my hair gel n then i can weigh myself. Im scared to because i weigh more on his i think!! Oh yeah! ive been fasting for 93 hours! But last night i had some gum balls:( shh! im not counting those. Today no cheating at ALL, just water! I wanna go workout today but im kinda scared cuz im weak and i dont wanna hurt myself.
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Jun. 5th, 2005 | 01:01 am
mood: 
determined
music: over- Lindsay Lohan
Today is my sisters comencement (sp)? My mom got home from church at like 12:30 and then they had lunch, it was leftovers from my sisters party yesterday. I went downstairs when they started to eat and she was like tiffany arent you eating? im like i dont want that n shes like well come sit with us. She prolly figured if i sat with her that i would have some or something. But i didnt!!! They were all eating chicken and potato wedges and cake and i didnt even have 1 bite. Im on hour 18 of my fast! i have yet to weigh myself today, im gunna wait till i take a shower. Im hoping i will lose about 2 pounds a day on my fast so if i fast till tuesday that would be about 132 pounds. I'm excited. I have no craving right now, I am so determined!
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Jun. 4th, 2005 | 08:58 am
mood: 
confused
music: Almost - bowling for soup
OMG! i have been doin horrible today n yesterday! Yesterday was my dads wedding reception, i think i had around 1300 cals:( then today omg was my sisters graduation party and i had about 12349837584756 cals! holdy shit! but on thursday i did really good! On friday morning when i weighed myself i was 138! so i have about 13 pounds to go in 11 days, eek! I started my fast at 7 o'clock wow im soo good i have had no food for 2 whole hours! haha not! Im gunna fast till Tuesday or Wednesday. I really need to be down to 125 in 11 days! im so fuckin pathetic.
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Jun. 1st, 2005 | 08:30 pm
Damn it! I was doing sooo fuckin good today! all day all i had was just a few bites of things and 2 jolly ranchers, then at like 7 30 my brother makes me get up and eat supper with the family. I was just gunna have a few bites but then i eat alot! Then i fuckin had a KRISPIE CREAM donught! omg! then i had 1 pop tart and a granola bar ugh! i tried purging but i can never do it! RAR! i prolly had like 1300 cals!! But valleyfair was really really fun today! Now im going on a fast till saturday or sunday. im gunna try atleast!NO i AM gunna do it!
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May. 31st, 2005 | 09:55 am
Meh... I feel really fat right now, me and katie went for a jog/walk and then we came home had fettucinni alfredo, i didnt have any! My mom was like tiffany you need to eat this im like i already ate and shes like you need to eat your still growing your goin to mess up your organs ect. I dont even fuckin care, all i care about is not being a fat ass!i ate some fruit and pickles and 3 freezies :( danm, i was doin so go today too, well i supposed 200- 400 cals isnt THAT horrible. My mom wants me to fuckin use my $100 i got from working at crystals wedding on valleyfair tomorrow and im like then im not bringing any money i guess. and she was like ur not gunna go to valleyfair with no money so then you cant eat or drink anything. I hope i walk around with steven, then i know for sure i wont eat!
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May. 31st, 2005 | 03:47 am
mood: content
music: over- Lindsay Lohan
Ive done alright so far today. This morning i weighed myself and i weighed 140 so 3 pounds since sat i think, idk tho. I wanna be 136 by friday. I have 15 days to lose 15 pounds! I can do it! Omg goin on this website helps me soo much, i wanna just give in but then i go on here and i realize that i really cant!
2 pieces of gum- 10 cals
1 bite of beans, and 3 strawberries- 30 cals
rice cake- 50 cals
total:90 cals
Im scared tho cuz my mom is making lasagna tonight and shes gunna make me eat! I need a plan. Maybe i will fall asleep and then when she tells me to come eat I will tell her to put it in the fridge or something, idk! Were goin to valleyfair tomorrow, i wanna wear shorts but noo i have to have fucking huge ass thunder thighs! damn!
2 pieces of gum- 10 cals
1 bite of beans, and 3 strawberries- 30 cals
rice cake- 50 cals
total:90 cals
Im scared tho cuz my mom is making lasagna tonight and shes gunna make me eat! I need a plan. Maybe i will fall asleep and then when she tells me to come eat I will tell her to put it in the fridge or something, idk! Were goin to valleyfair tomorrow, i wanna wear shorts but noo i have to have fucking huge ass thunder thighs! damn!
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May. 30th, 2005 | 07:28 am
mood: calm
music: simple plan - untitled
EEK! I was doing soo good all day long! I fasted from 12 am last night until 6 30 which is like 20 hours or something.
Fat free french vanilla cappucino- 170 cal
A few strawberries n raspberries- 30 cals
total- 200 cals
I wanted to do better, Im gunna try not to eat anything tomorrow! I made myself a thinspiration notebook last night, with tips and tricks, ana commandments, and thinspiration picture. Hopefully that will help, so i can look at it when i get hungry! I hope i lost some weight!I think i might go for a jog. My goal is to be 125 by June 15th, i hope thats obtainable! 15 pounds 15 days! i can do it!
Fat free french vanilla cappucino- 170 cal
A few strawberries n raspberries- 30 cals
total- 200 cals
I wanted to do better, Im gunna try not to eat anything tomorrow! I made myself a thinspiration notebook last night, with tips and tricks, ana commandments, and thinspiration picture. Hopefully that will help, so i can look at it when i get hungry! I hope i lost some weight!I think i might go for a jog. My goal is to be 125 by June 15th, i hope thats obtainable! 15 pounds 15 days! i can do it!
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May. 25th, 2005 | 05:59 am
Meh, i did alright today. I am hoping we are still gunna go workiout today.
Cereal- 150 cals
churro- 100 cals
gum- 20 cals
6 inch turkey on wheat- 300 cals?
misc. stuff- 75
Total- 645 cals
I didnt do very well today, tomorrow im goin shopping and were going out to eat! EEK!Im just gunna not eat anything else all day. I really want a pop tart! i cant tho!!
Cereal- 150 cals
churro- 100 cals
gum- 20 cals
6 inch turkey on wheat- 300 cals?
misc. stuff- 75
Total- 645 cals
I didnt do very well today, tomorrow im goin shopping and were going out to eat! EEK!Im just gunna not eat anything else all day. I really want a pop tart! i cant tho!!
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May. 24th, 2005 | 11:07 pm
mood: 
blah
music: How could this happen to me
RAR! I got my hair cut today and all i wanted was a trim and she fuckin cut it too short! RAR! Oh well it will grow back i guess. But today i did pretty good and i worked out and burned 524 calories! Geeze at super everyone was like why arent you having meat, are you on a diet and like buggin me about it:S
Cereal- 190 cals
Altoids and gum- 50 cals
Carrots and a few bites of potatoes- 200 cals? guessing!
Candy- 50 cals
Total- about 490 maybe a lil more
So yeah, oh god this morning i weighed myself and it fuckin said 145! last week i like weighed 139 damn! Prolly cuz ive been binging really bad! I finally got back on track!
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May. 22nd, 2005 | 07:02 pm
mood: pissed off
music: Mr. Brightside - the killers
Holy shit.
I have been doin bad lately! RAR! i prolly had like 1700 calories today! omg i am soo fucking fat! Im gunna do good this last week of school. I HAVE to! Omg lindsey lohan has gotten soo fuckin skinny! Im soo jealous! Ugh i wanna puke but everytime i try i cant get anything up! I feel HUGE right now!
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May. 15th, 2005 | 05:24 am
mood: calm
music: Ohio is for lovers
Hey
Today i did ok so far. Breanne stayed the weekend so of course on friday and saturday i pigged out! Damn! but yeah
Frapuccino- 180
Cereal- 150
Strawberrie- eek dunno like 150 maybe?
Miscellaneous stuff- like 100 cals
Half a sandwich- 100 cals
total- 680
I will do better tomorrow.
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May. 12th, 2005 | 07:42 am
mood: content
music: Pour some sugar on me
Hey
Today is goin good! After school i went right to cheerleading practice until 6 and then i came home n went on the computer. So all ive eaten today is 2 jolly ranchers and 3 pieces of gum! So I have had like prolly 20 calories! YES! But i might have a slim fast shake thing which is 190 cals. Breanne is staying the weekend and im scared! cuz how am i gunna do it with out her noticing! eek! Ill have to figure something out!
Today is goin good! After school i went right to cheerleading practice until 6 and then i came home n went on the computer. So all ive eaten today is 2 jolly ranchers and 3 pieces of gum! So I have had like prolly 20 calories! YES! But i might have a slim fast shake thing which is 190 cals. Breanne is staying the weekend and im scared! cuz how am i gunna do it with out her noticing! eek! Ill have to figure something out!
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AHH!
May. 11th, 2005 | 09:54 pm
mood: 
bitchy
music: Scars- Papa Roach
Oh my fucking god! i ate HORRIBLE! I hate this shit! DAMN IT!
Pastry thingy- 180 cals
saltine crackers- 50 cals
dad made me eat super:(- prolly like 500:O
2 slim fast thingys- 300 cals or more
3 bowls of cereal- 500 or more cals!
total- 1530 holy shit! Thats a fuckin lot!
atleast its less then the recommended calories but still! shit!
I know im horrible! DAMN! I will do better tomorrow! I'm just gunna have the slimfast shake and that all!
I have like no self control!
Pastry thingy- 180 cals
saltine crackers- 50 cals
dad made me eat super:(- prolly like 500:O
2 slim fast thingys- 300 cals or more
3 bowls of cereal- 500 or more cals!
total- 1530 holy shit! Thats a fuckin lot!
atleast its less then the recommended calories but still! shit!
I know im horrible! DAMN! I will do better tomorrow! I'm just gunna have the slimfast shake and that all!
I have like no self control!
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May. 10th, 2005 | 08:36 am
mood: 
Skinny ppl!
music: Shes falling apart
Hey
I just got back from cheerleading practice for tryouts. Im soo scared that im not gunna make it! There are SO many good ppl trying out!EEK! The dance is really cute but hard! I dont have like any of it down. I ate the other half of that sandwich:(. Ooops well now i guess i ate like 600 some calories. Not too bad but still. Im gunna do a lot better tomorrow.BLAH! Everyone is soo fuckin skinny and im like the big disguisting blob! RAR!
I just got back from cheerleading practice for tryouts. Im soo scared that im not gunna make it! There are SO many good ppl trying out!EEK! The dance is really cute but hard! I dont have like any of it down. I ate the other half of that sandwich:(. Ooops well now i guess i ate like 600 some calories. Not too bad but still. Im gunna do a lot better tomorrow.BLAH! Everyone is soo fuckin skinny and im like the big disguisting blob! RAR!
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sick
May. 10th, 2005 | 04:24 am
mood: 
sick
music: Toy Soldiers - Eminem
Hey
I dont feel good:(Damn! Well ok today:
Toast with jelly: 100 cals
chex mix :(: 130 or less
sandwhich(mom made me): prolly 200 cals or something
total:430 cals
I was watching full house. The one where D.j. stops eating cuz she has to be in her bathing suit a week later. My mom was like thats just like you.BLAH my mom is catching on. rar we are going to valleyfair on june 1st i think? so thats like what 20 days? EEK! i wanna be 120 by then! i hope i can do it!
I dont feel good:(Damn! Well ok today:
Toast with jelly: 100 cals
chex mix :(: 130 or less
sandwhich(mom made me): prolly 200 cals or something
total:430 cals
I was watching full house. The one where D.j. stops eating cuz she has to be in her bathing suit a week later. My mom was like thats just like you.BLAH my mom is catching on. rar we are going to valleyfair on june 1st i think? so thats like what 20 days? EEK! i wanna be 120 by then! i hope i can do it!
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May. 9th, 2005 | 09:54 am
Hey,
OMG i have been doin so fuckin bad the last few days. Today i did ehh kinda bad.
Fruit snacks- 120 cals
Salad-40 cals
Bread-70 cals
yogurt-100 cals
subway 6 inch sub:O
Damn! I am not gunna slip at all this week! FUCK! I hate myself so much.